W/e.
You say you like this guy, you like that guy, you love him. What the hell? Honestly, you are a whore because you jump from guy to guy. I love you and all but seriously I’m not trying to be mean. It’s the truth. It like when you break up with someone, the next day you’re taken. Really now? C’mon, take some time. At least be single for awhile and try to move on. Then you’ll be texting, webcamming, flirting and shit? I don’t know but to me you just want guys all over you. I know you’re cute and everything but you just won’t admit it. Boy crazy much?
I’m going to participate in the ECAASU conference at Penn. I’m so excited. It’s going to be an awesome experience. :)
“Rejection” v.s. “What If Feeling”
Anyone can like a person but only a few can actually tell their crush their feelings. The reason why people don’t want to tell their crush is because they don’t want to get rejected and look stupid.
The other day, I watched something that got to me. This guy was giving an advise to someone and he said that getting rejected is more better than just sitting there and wish.
I actually have to agree on that note. When you get rejected, you’ll forget about it after a couple of days. But when you don’t do anything, that “what if..” feeling will stay with you forever.
First of all, what is a “what if…” feeling? Well, that is a feeling when you constantly think to yourself what will happen if you did a certain thing. For example, you like someone for a long period of time and suddenly, that certain person leaves or has a new girlfriend. You probably will think to yourself,
- What if I told him/her that I loved him/her?
- What if he/she actually liked me but didn’t want to say anything.
- What if we started to go out?
- What if we dated for a long time and we are getting married?
- what if.. what if.. what if..
Basically, that feeling will stick to you forever. You probably will find another person to be with, but there will be times during that relationship when you will think back to this certain person and say to yourself, What if he/she loved me like I loved him/her?
the what if feelingBreak is almost over and I still haven’t start on my 2 assignments yet. Fuck you, tumblr.
My Day! :)
I woke up at around 10. And I watched tv until 11. At 11:30, I walked to the bus stop and waited for like 20 minutes until a bus came. I was standing outside freezing to DEATH! I got on the bus and I couldn’t even feel any part of my body. So sad. I went to walmart to buy a present for my friend, one goodie, and something personal for myself. xDD The goodie that I brought was a tripod! YAY! Now, I can film things with using stack of books to get the right height for my camera! :) After walmart, I went to Bath &Body Works to look around. I brought 4 things. And all together, it cost 22 dollars! SALE! HAHA. Everything was like 5 dollars or something. I got 2 body splash and 2 shower gel. Plumeria, Country Apple, and Pink Grapefruit. I like the Country Apple. The Plumeria is okay. It’s weird though. I was walking around that store because I want to find MY signature smell. LOL! But yeah, nothing was right. I wanted something citrus but they didn’t have anything that I wanted. Oh well. I then took the bus home and danced in the living room to warm up my body. LMAO! I texted Hong to ask her when she’s not busy so we could go to chinatown; because I need to buy something important. And she said Thursday; so, I’m going to go to her house on Thursday and then bam, we go to chinatown. It’s good because since I’m going to her house, I could give her her present then. :)
